Illness triggered me to communicate with my body and started the catabolism within myself. I came to notice that “focus of consciousness” converged beyond the surface, i.e., inside an object, unlike our eyes focused on the surface of the object. The mechanism of “focus of consciousness” is similar to that of a lens. If you focus (imagine) your consciousness (lens) on an inner part of your body, just like you observe something, that very part reacts subtly. A tactile feedback occurs simultaneously in parallel with your action of seeing. You feel that you have touched the very part you have imagined with your eyes.
At this time, after finishing my travel around all the inner parts of my body by using this sensation, I was astonished to realize that my body was not opaque, but indeed transparent. To see (active mode) and to be touched (passive mode), these “two” different sensations were originally “one” sensation.
While producing my works, a logical trap always interrupts me. For example, white and black colors of silver foil as material for two-dimensional works. For installations, format and its materialization, gravity and anti-gravity, time/space and space/time, system and the living body………… etc.